September 25, 2008

Dream

Posted in [Interest], [Artwork], [Drama]

Darkness falls. Wind, blowing ferociously. Silhouette of trees loomed over the quiet street. Everything is so dark that he could barely see her face. She just came out from the Parkson supermarket building after getting some snacks with M and Y together with two jrs. As usual, his attention is always on her. For all these years, she never knew or maybe she knows and pretend that she doesn’t. He wouldn’t know.

They just ended their annual gathering. He seemed to be on the wrong side as the rest of the guys are at the opposite bus stop. He insisted to be on this side so that he can be with her just for a little while more and escort her back home. No sign of any busses. Thunder is growling in the background with the violent wind accompanying the occasion lightning streaks forming the perfect thunderstorm orchestra. She complains her hunger grumpily as she did not eat enough during the gathering itself. The rest of the girls joined in as well. He tries to calm her down by asking all of them to eat what they have just bought.

Heavy rain pours mercilessly. He gaze into her eyes again subconciously, but quickly avoided when she feels it. Everything seems familiar yet foreign. After all, he hasn’t been back to this town for quite some time. Things changed. Even people changed. But things between her and him have never changed. She is thirsty… He ran into the supermarket right away to get her a drink after gathering everyone else’s order. He could only think of her order. The supermarket has changed. What he remembers seemed so vague. Almost all of the shelfs’ locations are different now.

The entrance guard stopped him from entering the store without leaving his bag outside. He followed obediently after unloading everything out of his bag, afraid that his stuff will get stolen. It’s no longer a safe place that you can simply leave your things around. It felt like a night in Gotham City. Siren screeching from near to far. He just wish to quickly grab what he needs to get and go back to her side. He is worried of leaving her outside of the supermarket. A Ribena pack is all he is looking for. Giving up, after searching high and low, he went out. There is a sudden urge of emptiness in his hand just like his heart. Her cellphone that he was holding earlier on is gone.

Panic, he went back to the supermarket frantically. Sweat beads are forming on his forehead like the raindrops falling on the windscreen of cars. He saw a familiar face, a lady that he saw earlier one before he went into the supermarket. He asked the lady whether she saw any cellphone dropped at the area, the lady ignored him. Left with no choice, he went around scouting on the floor to search for the lost cellphone. The lady saw his anxiety. She waved to him and ask him over. She then carried out a big bag in black from her left. She put the bag in front of him. “Check whether your phone is inside.” He was shocked to see so many cellphone inside. “They dropped it, I picked them up.” She tries to defend herself. He can’t judge anymore whether is that right or wrong. All he knows is that he needs to get THE phone back or else he will need to bear a serious consequence like her not forgiving him. He is just thankful that the lady is willing to help him.

Just when he was about to look through the bag, the rest came and joined him. He left the crowd and went on trying his luck one more round inside the supermarket. By the time he returned, they surrendered the lady to the manager of the supermarket. Apparently he passed the phone to a jr earlier on and the jr who was holding the phone earlier on went off during the whole paranoid situation. He sighed out of relief.

Guilt rushed through his veins as he looks at the lady being summoned by her manager and being fired in front of everyone. Everyone stopped what they are doing at that moment to look at the on going. Some were pointing fingers while some were whispering to each other.

He wish he could have done something. He wish he hasn’t cause such a scene and that the lady will not be brought under the spotlight just because of him. He couldn’t bare looking into the lady’s eye. His empathy is fooling his mind. Helpless, he knows that he will never be able to redeem that piece of guilt he felt inside. But it is too late for him to do anything now. Too late indeed…


August 9, 2008

Accidental Photographer

Posted in [Interest], [Artwork], [Photography]

Something that came out nice when I accidentally clicked the shutter.

Contemplate

I am loving my camera. =)


July 26, 2008

消失

Posted in [Interest], [Artwork]

头疼着,心寒了…
夜,冰冻了我的身体…
我颤抖着…
某些事物,某些感觉,
莫名的涌上心头
从前现在,现实假象,混淆不已
触碰着,聆听着,
血,如秒针般,
滴答滴答的流着, 慢慢凝固…
一片宁静,只有那急促的呼吸…
停止挣扎,任由意愿,微薄下去
噗通…
寂静
消失


June 17, 2008

New Toys

Posted in [Interest], [Gadgets]

Toys… It has been so long since I talk about my toys
I’ve gotten some interesting toys lately
Something that I longed to have since I don’t know when

Yup, I’ve finally gotten my camera
Big ass type of camera mind you
it’s a big purchases I know…
Now im broke and poor…

Proudly presents…
the Canon 40D Kit 1

Canon 40D

with the Canon EF-S 18-55MM f/3.5-5.6 IS

Canon EF-S 18-55MM f/3.5-5.6 IS

and the Canon EF 50mm f/1.8 Mk II

Canon EF 50mm f/1.8 Mk II

in order to fit everything, I have my trusted Crumpler 6 Million dollar home

Crumpler 6MDH

I also gotten myself a Sandisk 4GB Extreme III CF card, lens filters and the whole package comes with a Sandisk 2GB memory card, Philips 8-Inch LCD Photo Frame (White), a Canon EF Lens Workbook.

Things to get in the future probably when I have the money :
Canon Speedlite 580EX II
Tripod
Additional batteries
Addtional CF card
Joby Gorrilapod perhaps…
Lens babies perhaps…
Canon EF-S 10-22mm f/3.5-4.5 US (maybe not if I am going to a full frame body some day)
Canon EF-S 55-250mm f/4-5.6 IS (maybe not if I am going to a full frame body some day)

Other toys that I have purchased from last year till now are
the iPod Touch
and my trusty little Canon IXUS 75

Next up on the list hopefully will be the Apple iPhone 3G
It’s all about the $$$


April 26, 2008

Addicted to Leavin’ by Jesse McCartney

Posted in [Interest], [Music]


So huge difference from the blonde hair boy that sang Beautiful Soul.


April 25, 2008

Lucky Dog

Posted in [Interest], [Gadgets]

My future dog is going to be so lucky…
Ohhh… I love Schnauzer and I’m gona buy him an eiCrate

eiCrate


April 21, 2008

李圣杰 - 擦肩而过

Posted in [Interest], [Music]


我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切

*
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉

^
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
*^^


阿木 - 有一种爱叫做放手

Posted in [Interest], [Music]

如果两个人的天堂
象是温馨的墙
囚禁你的梦想
幸福是否象是一扇铁窗
候鸟失去了南方
如果你对天空向往
渴望一双翅膀
放手让你飞翔
你的羽翼不该伴随玫瑰
听从凋谢的时光
浪漫如果变成了牵绊
我愿为你选择回到孤单
缠绵如果变成了锁链
抛开诺言
有一种爱叫做放手
为爱放弃天长地久
我们相守若让你付出所有
让真爱带我走
有一种爱叫做放手
为爱结束天长地久
我的离去若让你拥有所有
让真爱带我走 说分手
为了你 失去你 狠心扮演伤害你
为了你 离开你 永远不分的离去


March 28, 2008

噗通

Posted in [Interest], [My Life], [Artwork]

噗通 绞痛 麻痹 叹气
黑暗 寂静 孤独
噗通 绞痛 麻痹 叹气
沉重 绝望 心灰
噗通 绞痛 麻痹 叹气
厌倦 疲惫 窒息
噗通 绞痛 麻痹 叹气
颓废 伤痕 累累
噗通 绞痛 麻痹 叹气
抽身 离开 走远


有些人,有些事,有些话

Posted in [Interest]

有些人一直没机会见,等有机会见了,
却又犹豫了,相见不如不见。
有些事一直没机会做,等有机会了,
却不想再做了。
有些话埋藏在心中好久,没机会说,
等有机会说的时候,却说不出口了。
有些爱一直没机会爱,等有机会了,
已经不爱了。

有些人很多机会相见的,却总找借口推脱,
想见的时候已经没机会了。
有些话有很多机会说的,却想着以后再说,
要说的时候,已经没机会了。
有些事有很多机会做的,却一天一天推迟,
想做的时候却发现没机会了。
有些爱给了你很多机会,却不在意没在乎,
想重视的时候已经没机会爱了。

人生有时候,总是很讽刺。
一转身可能就是一世。

说好永远的,不知怎么就散了。最后自己想来想去竟然也搞不清当初是什么原因分开彼此的。然后,你忽然醒悟,感情原来是这么脆弱的。经得起风雨,却经不起平凡;风雨同船,天晴便各自散了。也许只是赌气,也许只是因为小小的事。幻想着和好的甜蜜,或重逢时的拥抱,那个时候会是边流泪边捶打对方,还傻笑着。该是多美的画面。

没想到的是,一别竟是一辈子了。

于是,各有各的生活,各自爱着别的人。曾经相爱,现在已互不相干。

即使在同一个小小的城市,也不曾再相逢。

某一天某一刻,走在同一条街,也看不见对方。

先是感叹,后来是无奈。

也许你很幸福,因为找到另一个适合自己的人。

也许你不幸福,因为可能你这一生就只有那个人真正用心在你身上。

很久很久,没有对方的消息,也不再想起这个人,也是不想再想起。