夜
豪雨
静静的
等候雨停
心起伏不平
按捺不住情绪
听着彼此的呼吸
雨滴答滴答的打着
阵阵吹来刺骨的寒风
唤醒了那压抑已久的我
说服着自己不可痴心妄想
甜蜜画面却一幕一幕重映着
大雨把我的理性给彻底冲昏了
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
秋天悄悄的躲在宿命后面
嘲笑我的任性贪婪痴恋
幻想那不可能的情景
一直的自我安慰着
不愿就这么放手
和忘掉那所有
放纵着自己
惘顾一切
自私的
恋着
雨

Macbook ordered and on the way…

Time flies… It’s almost the end of Week 2 and I got sick. Having a bad cold that started off with sore throat. Thought I would get better but after the fogging around PGPR, it got worse when the fog irritates my nose. Now I have running nose, sore throat, pain in sinus area, dry cough at times and soon my nose will crack inside.

Yet to be productive though trying my best to be productive. Tutorials are starting and a lot of ongoing activities within the residence as well. School of Computing got relocated, so basically now I am spending most of my time in areas like arts and business. Seems like people in SOC are dressing better nowadays, perhaps because we are now situated in the heart of the arts and biz. But again, maybe I am wrong.

Been playing with my Rubik’s Cube very frequently. Want to get better with it and try speed cubing. I don’t know why I am interested in it, but I am just interested in it. I can solve 2 layers easily. Need to learn how to solve all 3 layers. If possible I want to train myself to solve a cube in less than 5 mins, then 3 mins and so on.

Shot loads of pix lately… Sony Alpha is really a good camera. Canon 40D are being announced. Wish to get it but at times wish just don’t come true. I really like photography. Initially I thought I don’t like to shoot human, but I find that human itself is a very interesting subject especially if you are able to capture their emotions. Probably I will go further into portrait next time. Food photography is one of my favourite now.

Lectures have been fine so far. Not much going on yet, but foresee that the waves of work is going to come soon. Yet to find any project mates for my CS3235 project. Begged one to be my CS3266 project. Hopefully I am in the same group with those I met for my CS3265 project. Am being assigned randomly for my TR2202 project. Wondering how will it be for my GEK1520 project, to shoot the stars or the moon or to write a critical review on other’s published journal. Wow, just realized all my modules come with projects. I think the taxing one will be the CS3266 project as it is a e commerce store front developmental project. 5 MC worth. 50% of project work and 50% of Finals. This is tough and I am still contemplating whether should I get a laptop now or later. Next up will be the CS3235 project. I don’t even understand my first chapter. It’s all about security and encryption. Very very math based. I am screwed…

Happy Birthday Soong!!!
Though you might not read this but may all your wish come true and have a great year ahead.

Gotta stay strong, stay motivated and be productive… Shall not procrastinate anymore… Gotta get keep a clear head… This is just a very random post with random thoughts but that sums up my Week 1 and Week 2 for this semester…

This used to be my signature for email… meaningful and deep… yet beautiful in its own way…

I take comfort in silence found in between words…
When our love is defined in not what we say…
but instead…
in what we need not say…

Hotmail is showing me old emails that I thought it’s gone like when I didn’t access my mailbox for more than 30 days… weird…
Overall, my first day went well and I am getting more and more vain as days go by… Will keep posting…

周旋于清醒与不清醒之间
任性 放纵 妄想 贪婪
逐渐吞噬了我的心
自私的 放肆的
不顾一切约束
惶恐失去
愚昧的追求着那不可能
失去方向感
陷入了那无底洞
那予取予求的现实
掌醒了我沉溺的遐想
蓦然回首
挣扎一幕一幕
我自导自演的悲剧即将上映