It has been a while since I last blogged. Am on a 3 months long holiday and I am back at home for a week long vacation. Stuck in Singapore most of the time cause of the low paying job as a Resident Assistant. It has been 4 days since I reached Malaysia. As my family shifted to KL, I am now in Subang Jaya. New place, new environment. No internet, but Starbucks is just walkin distance away. Perhaps it’s good to be here. New house is small and compact. But good enough for a family of 3, afterall me and my elder bro isn’t around.

Im in Starbucks now sipping my hot chocolate and surfing using the crappy WiFi. It’s awfully slow. I can’t load youtube nor download anything to spend time. The heat of my good old powerbook is keeping me warm while I am sneezing non stop thanks to I dont know what. 10 bucks for 4 hours of online session is not too bad. Afterall you get a cup of hot chooclate to go along with your surfing. But the connection is really crappy. There is actually people using floppy disk instead of thumbdrive. Wow, that’s old school. The person is looking around for laptop with floppy. I am still glad that I am home. I think I wont be happy to leave on Saturday. I really like being home. Singapore is really way too stressful and home is as peaceful as always.

Goin back to singapore will also mean the starting of my 3rd year first semester. I hope things will get way better from now onwards. I have had a very torturous experience for the past 2 years. My parents keep asking me why didn’t I want to come to KL Sunway during my time back in 4 years. Well, as I am the eldest of the family, whatever I do will greatly influence both of my brother. Then, my parents was pretty against me going to private colleges and etc. I am only stuck with the public school. Went to F6 and got my way to NUS. Thought it would be good for me, but now come to think about my future. All I see is vague and lost. Everytime people ask me, what will I be next time, “I dont know” is all I could answer. Although my results increased but it’s still far from the minimum I need to reach.

I just wanna hide at home and do nothing. I am such a slacker….