im goin home in about 17 hrs, rather excited…
needed the break from school and everything.
hope that i will come back rejuvenate for 2007…
year by year past by in a blink of an eye…
how much have I achieved for 2006?

Did some reflection for it and somehow things still seems vague…
Will next year be a better year? I hope so…
I’m rather tired of living so aimlessly… without any goal in life…
Am not setting any goals cuz aint like they can be realized or what…
or rather, this year’s goal is to fix my pathetic little result…
anyway, congrats me for being a total failure in my Uni years and alot of time are wasted in wanting to get a B+ and above instead of joining activities to make me a better person…
I feel that I’m very empty…
Unlike last time, I can fill a sense of satisfaction.
I definitely have more soul food then as compared to now…
Now, what I’m having most of the time is either fast food or instant noodles…
which makes me feel sick!
I guess my eating habit seriously needs to be changed…
Perhaps that’s a little goal? lol… good start…
Let’s see what else we can add in for the new year resolution that won’t be realized as usual…

My wisdom tooth is givin me problem again…
This time, the normal one starts creating problem.
Perhaps something big that happened to me in 2006 is I got my wisdom tooth removed and now it’s hollow there and the rest of the teeth are missing it already…
ok, I’m just being silly…

I should be packing now…
but I’m waiting for my laundry that will be done at 0620 and another 1 and half hour for drying.
This is just one of the my aimless posts that I write to kill time.
I was reading back my whole blog that day… (Yes, it’s really that boring in NUS during vacation time), just like how I had put it one year ago, it’s still boring…

Let’s do some recap of my year, let’s see…
I was made the Residents Assistant and I ‘m stuck here during vacation because of that…
But I just realized I never blogged about it.
I’m going to part with my Powerbook soon and shall live without a laptop for next sem.
Hope to see better results because of the lack of distraction.
Living life like a robot everyday. * Sickening *
Photographed Alan Ke You Lun and Angela Chang
Got Blanky and Tatty… Now, my bed is crowded…
Sold over 60 Apple laptop during Matriculation Fair and lost my voice for it…
Got a pair of Adicolor W5 but the black stripes is broken.
Posted shit loads of post saying I’m lost, I’m depressed…
Lost my Grand Uncle without being able to see him for the last time or say my goodbyes…
Got my first ‘A’ in NUS (finally…) as well, though nothing much to be proud of…

I guess it’s really good to keep a blog… I mean with a blog, you get to remind yourself what you’ve got in life and learn to be contented and what you’ve yet to achieve. Well, in all, 2006 has been a normal year. I’ve got an idea in my head that hope will be a turning point for me in life. When it’s being realized, I will keep you guys posted…

Ohh, and how can I forget, I am 21 this year…

p/s Happy Birthday Bro! Although you don’t know the existence of my blog… and Happy 21st Birthday to Hungry Wabbit too…

Retro and pop art are wicked stuff… i heart retro…
I’m totally addicted…
Anyway, merry christmas and a happy new year everyone…

如果背叛是种必然 什么是原谅
如果分手就是答案 为什么不觉得心安
如果错的只有一方 为何两人都心伤
如果曾觉得你善良 为何推翻
我不够坚强 我不够坚强
才会选择愤怒疯狂
而不选择原谅
我不够坚强 才会明知你有多傍徨
一眼都不看 一句也不讲
却用更绝对的背叛成全了你的背叛

brrr…. it’s freezing cold…
it has been raining non stop for the past 3-4 days…
The rain basically just keep raining and raining and raining and raining and raining…
Everytime i start talkin about it, it will start raining again.
It is so cold that it feels like it’s going to snow anytime soon…
ok, maybe not in a tropical country like Singapore…
still, i love the rain… i love the cooling and coldness…
my room feels like air-conditioned room…
usually my room is all stuffy and hot…
anyway… the rain just make you don’t feel like going anywhere or doing anything
you will get hungry fast too…
but the rain makes me feel lonely…
im bored and im stuck here at half past 5 talking about rain
that’s how bored i am…
anyway… psstt…
tell ya a secret…
listening to the rain used to be one of my hobbies…
i love the sound of the rain…
ohh well… btw, my laptop died on me…
or rather my hardisk died on me…
im now bored without my bookmarks, my blogroll…
basically i dont even know how to spend my time…
hope that my laptop will be back asap…
anyway, i should figure out better way to spend my time…
holiday is going to end soon and i dont want it to end…
i know next sem it will be a crazy sem…
with shitloads of activities and tonz of studies to catch up…
will i survive? i hope so too…
ohh well.. what can i say…
just make the best out of it and pray hard…
that’s all i can do…
can’t wait to be back home to my comfy bed…

听着张信哲的《挚爱》专缉
过往的一点一滴
一幕一幕的映在脑海里
记的你最喜欢张信哲了
熟悉的歌词
曲子都牢记在脑里了
自然而然的…
哼着一首接一首
感觉似乎还和十年前一样
十年了…
一切都过去了
那《多想》我们都唱了不晓得到多少回
始终放不下那过去
放不下那感情
你
已不在我身边了
应该在过着你很好的生活吧…
一直以来你都不曾需要我
从前一样
先在也还是
也许是我个人的无知和愚昧
过往…
从前…
总纠缠着我不放…
眼前的路却越走越茫然了
看不到方向
想着那十年前的一切…
十年前的不可能…
十年前的期待…

Few days back, I thought of going back to see him during Chinese New Year just like how we used to do ritually every year. I don’t know why, but suddenly that day, I just thought about seeing him.

I could not celebrate his 90th birthday with him as I am in Singapore. Although he is our grandfather’s brother, he still treat us like his own grandchildren. Everytime we go visit him during Chinese New Year, he will definitely look at us in such a caring way as if we are his precious… Whenever we left, he will be standing outside the shophouse and wave goodbye so hard… He is concern about our academic, concern about our life… For all my major government exams, once it was being released, he will give my dad a call to find out. He might be 90 years old but he still have a clear mind…

But… everytime he tried to talk to us, we avoided him cause we couldn’t understand Hainanese and the situation are mostly awkward. I am really sad that the time I saw him during Chinese New Year this year will be the last time I will ever see him again. I feel sorry that we always try to shun away from him. I know that he loves us very very much. I didn’t even know that he has got blood cancer since last year and that he was very sick on Saturday. He cried when he saw all of his children and my dad with my bro. I know, he really loves us. He passed away peacefully with all his children by his side on 2nd December 2006 5pm.

I know I am going to miss him dearly… May he rest in peace…

This post is dedicated to Ah Gong. I love you and I will miss you…

… with this little cutie pie…

the close replica of the world famous Rolleiflex 2.8F… The Rolleiflex MiniDigi….




It’s actually a fully functional digital camera…
Wish to get one… but too bad I can’t afford…

Don’t you just love it…