Perhaps in life is not all about being the best…
wanting the best…
But rather…
living your life to the fullest and
careless about what will happen tomorrow…
What matters is,
if on the day I die,
i were to think back of my life…
will I feel sorry for any part of my life?
I shouldn’t be sorry for any of it…
but if that day is today,
I will definitely answer :
” Yes, I’m sorry for most of my empty life….”
however, from today onwards, I shall change that…
Being the best means nothing…
Nothing last forever and wanting to be the best forever is impossible…
I’m tired of being the person I am now…
really tired…

I was looking at my Gadget Wishlist…
It has been 2 years since I posted them…
Never thought, I’ve owned most of the stuff I wished for….

Nike ACG Aqua Sock (Owned, Wore, Worn Out )
Canon EOS-20D
Sony Cybershot DSC-T1
Oakley Sunglasses
iPod Photo (Got it but gave it to my bro)
iPod Shuffle (Got an iPod Nano instead)
iBook G4 (I’m on a Powerbook now and Macbook Pro soon to be * evil grin * )
iMac G5
Swatch Irony Chrono (It has been with me for so long that it’s all scratched now)
Canon EOS 350D
SonyEricsson K750i (This thing kickass for Macro shots but bad in low light condition)
O2 Xda II Mini

Gosh, I owned most of the stuff now and more… I really should be contented…
I’ve got even more stuff now, I’m such a spoilt brat I know…

Powerbook
Adidas Adicolor W5 Special Edition
iPod Nano Gen 1
Rubik’s Cube 25th Anniversary Special Edition
Altec Lansing Speakers
Mini Bar
Tatty and Blanky
Lacie Brick External 80GB Hardisk

But as a normal human, me being still dominated by Greed,
here’s my latest wish list. hehe…
but it has been cut down alot which is to say I don’t yearn for stuff that much anymore and is on my way to being contented… (as if… )

Canon EOS 30D (definitely top on the list)
Lomo LC-A+
Macbook Pro
Wireless Mighty Mouse
Shure E2C Sound Isolating Earphones OR Sennheiser HD 515 Headphones
GAP Hoodie My Harvard Hoodie is getting worn out… But I still love my Harvard Hoodie
Oakley Sunglasses
Sony DSC-T50/B Optional : just serve as a pocket camera, but i guess this will not be necessary…

It’s all about the money… I really shouldnt fancy gadgets as they are indeed crazily expensive for a poor student like me…
Wondering where can I get the money to get all the things I want…
One thing I know is, study hard definitely won’t get me what I want… (Face it parents, that’s the reality now…)
That’s all I can think of… This list will be updated from time to time until I’m free to update the one on the sidebar…

那阵阵刺痛，占领了我的心…

I dreamed of you lately…
in my dreams…
you were so happy to see me when we meet again…
your smile, your excitement when you see me…
we talked, we laughed…
just like how I wish it would be in old times…
but…
I guess I have mixed you up with someone else in that dream…

Check this out… Somehow I can relate to this animation…

Kiwi!

有时心里有道墙壁
我走不出去
想要有翅膀飞离开这里
却坐在屋顶
可是你只是坐在身边不说一句
陪着我一起安静

因为你
守护我走过每个寒冷的雨季
我有你温暖明亮的一颗星
做我生命不灭的恒星

当梦想擦撞到现实
我不想放弃
当人们逐渐在怀疑
我选择相信
如果你不曾出现在我太粗糙的生命
如果你不曾出现在我的生命
现在的我又会在哪里

因为你
黑夜我不怕有多脆弱和孤寂
我有你一双手臂抱得好紧
做我生命不灭的恒星