The oldest, smallest house you can imagine was about to be knocked down. All the things that once made the house nice and cosy had been thrown outside and piled up in the front garden, from the soft springy bed the owners slept in, to the old wooden floorboards they used to walk on

…and even, surely by some mistake, a little brown teddy bear.



He was trapped amongst all the other unwanted things, and couldn’t move.

Then, one day…a very cold day, something fell from the sky…

…a little snowflake

It landed on the teddy bear’s little nose and then was followed by many more. He began to get cold, very cold indeed. More and more snow fell, heavier and heavier. The little bear was now so cold that his nose started turning blue…so cold that his brown fur started turning grey.

He was cold, unloved and all alone in the world, and felt very, very sad.

Winter finally passed and the weather got warmer.

One beautiful spring day, a little girl was playing near the old house, when she spotted the grey bear in the pile of unwanted things. He was like no other bear she had ever seen and she pulled him out from where he was trapped.

She dusted him down and lifted him high in the sky to look at him.

“A grey teddy bear…with a blue nose?” she thought. “How strange!”



The teddy bear wanted to cry. He thought she didn’t like him and would throw him back with the other unwanted things.

“But he’s lovely!” she continued and she fell completely in love with him.

She ran home as fast as her little legs would carry her, to see if her Grandma could patch him up as a lot of his stuffing had fallen out, and he was very much in need of repair.

She looked on as her Grandma replaced his stuffing and patched up his holes.

His stitches had started showing where the fur had worn away, but the little girl thought he looked perfect.

It was all cosy and warm in the little girl’s house and the bear felt all cosy and warm in his heart. However, his nose was still blue and his fur was still grey, and they would never return to brown.



He was unique among teddy bears.

The little girl gave him a great big hug. She loved him more than anything else in the world…her little grey, blue-nosed…

…tatty teddy.

Hello everybody, meet Blanky…
Hello Blanky, meet everybody…
I adopted Blanky back home today…


Blanky with his Blanket… Adorable uh? Awww….

i wuv Blanky…

黑夜渗透了思念
偷不走微光闪现千遍的画面
我背着伤痛离开
孤单体味着支离破碎
原以为不回改变
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉
我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋
为什么相爱的人却又为爱而有纷争
现实的翅膀搅乱原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错
我有我的迷惑
藏在面对面的沉默背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风飘落在外一天一点的闪落
慢慢眼里的梦渐渐冷却冰封
心痛当初相遇的心动

Life is sucky and suckier… It hasn’t been a pleasant holiday… mad rush, breakdown, fatigue, solitude, fucked up mood and etc etc…

School gona start soon. I’m afraid and fear is conquering me as days go by… Nobody can understand what’s happening and nobody ever will… All i could see is a faint image of disappointment and lost, depression and fear all adds up to it… Alot of stuff had happened indeed. You will grow up even more seeing the ugly side of human… People giving promises that they cannot deliver just to lure you into their trap… once you are in and you will never be out of here… Vicious cycle they call it… Although I know this is the true side of human being but somehow, I the weaklings can’t help being naive to believe in lies and endless lies… Egocentric and invulnerable… Fakers running here and there self claiming that they are what they claimed to be… Things have indeed changed and I foresee disaster arriving soon and days will become loom and dark… This few weeks has been the darkest period of my life… I hate everything I see… The UGLY side… At times I just wish I have the world to myself. I made alot of mistakes… I’m back to the hate life stage again… Thought I’m out of it but sadly… I’m back in it again… Seeing the behaviour of the ugly human make me feel sick to my stomach and what make it worse is I’m one of the ugly ones… Sad but true…

Dark is all I see… Nothing can be done now… Being upset doesn’t help… Just pray hard that time will past and I will be back in my own world again… I need a retreat… I need to cleanse my soul and save myself from being sunken into the deep dark hole… I’m losing myself… I need home…

Else…
soon… I will be gone…

两条平行的直线会有交界的一天吗？
会的