Just came back from Friendster portal. Was looking at all my friends. I think I’m still very much living in the past all alone even though all my friends have moved on towards a new life and made new friends. While me, I just keep thinkin and wishin that things will still be the same even though it’s no longer the same anymore.

I checked on one friend that I feel I owe my life to. I know her when I’m F3 back then. I think my existence in her life indeed has caused her alot of problem and hardship. Well that’s for another day. But now, I’m glad, I’m really glad to see that she’s happy with her boyfriend and she seemed very happy to me. I guess all I want for her is for her to be happy. I’ve always wanted to write an entries for her, but I’m always afraid that it might interfere her life. I mean, she is all happy now and I wouldn’t want to give her trouble and stuff. I don’t know whether I know her really as well as I think I know her but the weird part is, I would say, she’s one person that I can perdict and know very well n deep. Anyway, whatever I say now doesn’t make sense anymore. All I wanted to express is that I’m glad that she’s happy and having a great life.

Did alot of deep reflecting and soul searching about me and my life. Anyway, just a short update saying that I’m still alive and no I won’t wallow in my sucky result for too long.