你那么爱她
李圣杰 & 林隆璇

直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个每好风景
只是他早已离去
直到你相逢
他早已经不在对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔
直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个每好风景
只是他早已离去
直到你相逢
他早已经不在对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔

Just came back from Friendster portal. Was looking at all my friends. I think I’m still very much living in the past all alone even though all my friends have moved on towards a new life and made new friends. While me, I just keep thinkin and wishin that things will still be the same even though it’s no longer the same anymore.

I checked on one friend that I feel I owe my life to. I know her when I’m F3 back then. I think my existence in her life indeed has caused her alot of problem and hardship. Well that’s for another day. But now, I’m glad, I’m really glad to see that she’s happy with her boyfriend and she seemed very happy to me. I guess all I want for her is for her to be happy. I’ve always wanted to write an entries for her, but I’m always afraid that it might interfere her life. I mean, she is all happy now and I wouldn’t want to give her trouble and stuff. I don’t know whether I know her really as well as I think I know her but the weird part is, I would say, she’s one person that I can perdict and know very well n deep. Anyway, whatever I say now doesn’t make sense anymore. All I wanted to express is that I’m glad that she’s happy and having a great life.

Did alot of deep reflecting and soul searching about me and my life. Anyway, just a short update saying that I’m still alive and no I won’t wallow in my sucky result for too long.

别说我的眼泪你无所谓

一个人在这个夜里
孤单得难以入睡
真的想找个人来陪
不愿意一个人喝醉
醉了以后就会流泪
数着你给的伤悲
为什么你总让我憔悴
别说我的眼睛你无所谓
看我流泪你头也不回
哭过了泪干了心变成灰
我想要的美你还不想给
伤了的我的心怎去面对
爱给了你我不后悔
只希望你给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你安慰
喔…..
如果说…拥有你是上天对我的宽容~
那又何必…开这样的玩笑~
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请你不要忘记..
有一个人..永远爱着你