Tomorrow shall be the day that I’m doomed. Perhaps everyone said I’m not the only one that will, but I’m much more worse than you. I think I might be handing in an empty paper for not knowing how to answer the question. I just did the past year examination and i know nothing about what I need to do. I’m really a screwed up kid. I’ve never have such problem like not knowing what to do. I always knew what to do if anything happened. there was always contingency plans. But tomorrow, i will go in empty minded and come out empty handed. it is a critical semester for me as i need to raise my cap but however, i don’t think it is possible. i foresee alot of things being taken away from me, my sch mates, my camera, my position, my parents, my life and everything else. i’m broken… im just a disappointing kid and i let everyone down. hopeless me… sigh… argh!!!! im frustrated with my behaviour…. why do i have to let things happen over and over again!!!! im angry with myself… nothing can be done now… NOTHING! i’m so fucked up cuz i screwed up this semester again. It wasn’t supposed to be like this. Where is my dream of once to even become the Valedictorian? Where is the me that would fight back no matter wat? Where is the me that won’t give up esp when everyone is looking down on you? Where???

I’m lost… I can’t find myself anymore. I’m nothing and nobody but empty. No more dream… no more hope… no more…….

Save Me…

I feel my wings have broken in your hands
I feel the words unspoken inside

When they pull you under
And I would give you anything you want
Well all I wanted
All my dreams have fallen down
Crawling around somebody save me
And two warm hands break right through me
Somebody save me
I don’t care how you do it
Just stay
Stay
Come on
I’ve been waiting for you

I see the world has folded in your heart
I feel the waves crash down inside

And they pull me under
I would give you anything you want
Well all I wanted
And all my dreams have fallen down
Crawling around somebody save me
And two warm hands break right through me
Somebody save me
I don’t care how you do it
Just stay
Stay
Come on
I’ve been waiting for you

And all my dreams are on the ground

Crawling around somebody save me
And two warm hands break right through me
Somebody save me
I don’t care how you do it
Just save me

I’ve made this whole world shine for
Just stay
Stay
Come on
I’m still waiting for you