Gosh, this few days had been tired ones. Everything is coming to an end, it’s goin to be final soon, and when it ends, it’s going to be the end of the semester. Most of my lecture has already ended and in 2 weeks time, it will be final exam.

Everyone is stressing, reading room is packed with people, the sales of the nescafe can drinks increased tremendously and you can see people around the comon area even if you go down at 5 or 6 am. Whenever you want to sleep, you feel guilty of sleeping, your body stop listening to you and get tired easily, you rub your eyes so hard that your eyes balls are going to fall but yet, you are still sleepy. My body has been not functioning as well as it should as it got sourish and tired easily even after I just woke up. My eating habits also changed as I’ve been craving for food constantly even late at nite or you can say early in the morning. Am i in stress? I don’t know.

My friends said I don’t seem like I’m in stress because everyday I’m still happily wasting my time laying around doing nothing. I don’t know whats wrong with me. I’m in fear actually, but somehow, something is stopping me from working hard. But I couldn’t let myself ruin anything anymore, so I got it written down, whatever that is due when in a to do list and I’ve got my calender filled. I guess this is a good way as I’m better in knowing what is due and what need to be done.

Anyway, time flies so fast that I’m sure 4 years are going to pass in a blink of an eye. Hope i get to appreciate the time left and not throw it away again. Well, lets not hope. But instead, work it out. Anyway, just a post to boost up my motivation.

WORK HARD dude!
No more wallowing in self-pitying as no one pity you if you don’t do good!