It has been so long since I get to sleep until I can’t sleep at all rather than waking up in a sore eyes. Back few days have been tiring but at this very moment, I felt energized. Perhaps I just need more sleep to maintain my energy level.

Don’t know why but all of the sudden, I miss my friend back in Batu Gajah. Although most of them are no longer in BG, but still I’m sure the memories will always be there. I miss those time when I flunk my shoe over Soo’s head and landed in front of the Principal (Yes, i did something like that but hey, it was an accident…) , I miss those time when we call ourselves the BG Rascals, I miss those time when we gather every year for chinese new year, mid autumn fest, christmas, birthdays and whatever occasion that you can think of, also miss those time when we squeeze 12 people in one car and being drove around or rather swing around by Appy’s bro. How could I forget those time when Fei Mun shouted damn loudly when we are watching horror movie together not because of the movie but because of a stupiak lizard (Mind you, she’s a lawyer to be now), our first movie together, A Bugs Life. Times when Peat Kwan, Soong and i called ourselves with something silly and laugh like there’s no one else watching. Those time when Peat Kwan and I was emcee and I just can’t help stop laughing when Peat Kwan said “thank you, Puan Shanti” (ok, that was just me being plain silly). When we have to go to Loon Siu’s house and beg altogether from Aunty, so that we can go out together. Then there are those time when we skipped class to go do whatever that is irrelevant to what we should do and there was Singing session after computer class in Primary. We are really the rascal in school as teachers can’t do anything to us cause they need us to score for them. Though it may sound like we are the arrogant and cocky bunch but i guess we are more of the spice in the boring school life. I still remember how silly we are when we are about to enter the secondary school, we decided that we shall all switch to speaking cantonese instead of mandarin. We are just a silly bunch of kids hanging out together cause at that moment, all of us are the only friends that all of us have. So many of the moments we shared as all of us grew up together.

Even though time changes, and everyone now is in their own new life searching for their best road to be taken for their future, having new friends, but they are the friends that I will never forget and remain in my heart forever. I don’t know why, but flashes of us being together keep on flashing in my mind and make me miss those happy and special moments so much. Best wishes to everyone in their future and hope that things between us will still remain the same no matter what. I love you guys. BG Rascal Rocks! ;P

Gosh, this few days had been tired ones. Everything is coming to an end, it’s goin to be final soon, and when it ends, it’s going to be the end of the semester. Most of my lecture has already ended and in 2 weeks time, it will be final exam.

Everyone is stressing, reading room is packed with people, the sales of the nescafe can drinks increased tremendously and you can see people around the comon area even if you go down at 5 or 6 am. Whenever you want to sleep, you feel guilty of sleeping, your body stop listening to you and get tired easily, you rub your eyes so hard that your eyes balls are going to fall but yet, you are still sleepy. My body has been not functioning as well as it should as it got sourish and tired easily even after I just woke up. My eating habits also changed as I’ve been craving for food constantly even late at nite or you can say early in the morning. Am i in stress? I don’t know.

My friends said I don’t seem like I’m in stress because everyday I’m still happily wasting my time laying around doing nothing. I don’t know whats wrong with me. I’m in fear actually, but somehow, something is stopping me from working hard. But I couldn’t let myself ruin anything anymore, so I got it written down, whatever that is due when in a to do list and I’ve got my calender filled. I guess this is a good way as I’m better in knowing what is due and what need to be done.

Anyway, time flies so fast that I’m sure 4 years are going to pass in a blink of an eye. Hope i get to appreciate the time left and not throw it away again. Well, lets not hope. But instead, work it out. Anyway, just a post to boost up my motivation.

WORK HARD dude!
No more wallowing in self-pitying as no one pity you if you don’t do good!