July 26, 2005

SPAM sux

Posted in [Ramblings]

Another post from NUS, been going out coming back home late, get tired and stuff. Well, bad news though, my notebook is going to take me 3-4 weeks to be collected. Sigh, how on earth am I going to survive without a comp for so long. Anyway, it’s great getting to hear from you guys, been stopping myself to go online because I’m being strucked by all those stupid spam, there’s over 1k comment waiting to be moderated by me and all of them consists of texas casino, holdem, chips, cards, poker, and all the other hell.

Anyway, they are going to end the session so gotta go, check into you guys later


July 20, 2005

Greetings from NUS

Posted in [Ramblings]

Argh, itz really difficult not having a computer available just like how I used to have as I really need a computer to go online. I think I’m having withdrawal symptom for not getting to go online like the way I used to be.

Anyway, I’m now blogging from NUS, can you believe it? I’m actually in NUS…. Well, something funny I realized is that although there is just a strait separating Malaysia from Singapore, but the difference are really huge. It’s like I’ve entered another dimension if compared to Malaysia.

Another thing is that we keep on getting lost as we rely heavily on public transport unlike back in Malaysia, everytime I go out I need my Ezlink card with me. Btw, my credit card serve no use for me for the time being as everything is being paid through Cash Card or Nets.

Things here are really different, and I’m glad that I made the right choice by going to NUS instead of staying for UUM accountancy. I might even appeal for accountancy course and actually do accountancy in NUS.

So how are the most of you doing there? Hope you guys are great, drop me a line or two. No more reading blogs for the time being, that’s sad… Missed my daily dosage of blog… Well, gotta go now, 15 minutes online only for per person. Hope to get a comp real soon.


July 15, 2005

Farewell

Posted in [My Life]

Gona leave my beloved house tomorrow, truth is, I don’t feel like leaving at all. I mean, where else on earth is gona be more comfortable than your own home? No where it is. I know I’m really going to miss my mum there. Though she always love to nag me, but I love her very much. I’m gona miss my dad too of course, though we are not close but still I know deep down, he pamper and love me alot. Some of my friends can’t wait to be outta home, but I don’t feel like leaving here. I guess everyone will has their time to leave home somehow someday. It’s my time for now, wondering will I still get to come back often.

I’m reformating my comp now, have to get it done before I leave so that my bro can have a brand new computer to use after I go. I guess I’m gona miss my bro either. sigh, I’m gona miss everyone back home in Malaysia. This is not good as all this are going to make me home sick. Hopefully I can cope with it properly, especially I must know that I’m only out to study and I can come back whenever I want.

Just a few more hours till me starting my journey, not going to get a comp until things are settled down. Gona post later whenever possible. Take care everyone, good bye all my friends and families.

Tomorrow also marks a new begining in my life as I’m going to start a whole new life in a whole new place, hopefully from this moment on, things in my life will be better.

Mum and Dad, I LOVE YOU.


July 13, 2005

Ipoh Mali

Posted in [My Life]

I’ve started my packing and there are tonz of stuff that I need to bring. Been busy since my last post, one of my best fren billygal came by and stay over at my place for a few days, I really wish that she stayed longer so that I don’t have to start bothering about all those stuff that I have to bring and etc. Eversince she left, gosh, things hasn’t stop popping up even at odd hours. There are so many things that I need to handle but I’m running out of time.

Anyway, talking about billygal’s stay here, it was really fun. I’m dedicating this post to her. Picked her up on Saturday afternoon then brought her to have lunch at the nooddle stalls under a big tree, too bad they are almost closing as it’s late, there aren’t anymore special food left. Anyway, we can’t finish those extra food that I’ve ordered, so ended up stuffing all those unfinished food to my bro. Kellie’s Castle was next on our agenda as she has never been to Ipoh before, took a few shots here and there and checked out every corner and every room, even went down the dark wine cellar. Later that night we went for the famous spot for the must had dish if you ever come to Ipoh, the “Nga Choi Kai’ ( Beansprout Chicken ). Things got really funny when there are students kept on coming asking us for donation and we pretended that we had gave earlier on.

Then we went for a midnight movie starred by Bruce Willis - The Hostage, that was actually my first time watching a midnight movie. Anyway, it wasn’t a good choice watching movie like that in the midnight as it was actually bloody from the begining till the end. Everyone seems to die even small kids, bloods are everywhere and there are this crazy psycho who enjoy watching people die in front of them. What a great movie to watch during midnight… ;P Luckily I didn’t have nightmare that night.

Programme for the next day was even more packed, we woke up quite late that day, when we left home to start our journey, it was almost 12 noon. First stop, we went for the Kampar’s Curry Chicken in Bread. Well, it was hugh and enough to feed 4 person, but there was just the 2 of us who went and we actually finished that one whole dish. Check out this hugh thingy that we stuffed in, you need strategy to finish this up, do not ever eat bread first, finish up the curry chicken and potatoes, then only go for the bread.

Chicken in Bread

After we finish that whole thing, it was already one hour later. It’s really difficult eating the same dish for the one hour, you can imagine how ‘muak’ (how do you say muak in english?) it is.

Next up was all the Caves exploration. The only attraction in Ipoh I guess is caves, there are so many caves to visit. Perak Tong, Sam Poh Tong, Nan Tian Tong, Kek Lok Tong, Guan Yin Tong and etc. With all the Tong Tong going on, it was really hectic for me as I’m a couch potato and I don’t fancy walking. But for you, billygal, I actually climbed up the Perak Tong. I’m really bad in climbing even though it’s just stairs, never thought I would need to rest so often, it was embarrassing but it was fun, as I’ve never managed to finish the trip up to Perak Tong the last time I came. Here’s the view of the city from the top of the mountain. Anyway, it’s just different view of different factory as it was near industrial area, not like there is somthing special up there.

City View

We too went to an isolated place hidden inside a mountain named Recreation Park of Gunung Lang. It was actually like an island where you have to pay RM 3 to take a boat to go over the recreation park. There are a children playground and assorted flowers and trees all over the island. We didin’t take pix there as we were too busy talking or rather I was too busy talking. Maybe I really talk too much, sometimes I have nothing to say, but sometimes I’m way too talkative. It’s like a split personality, but I guess it depends on who I’m talking to. I guess I should feel sorry for my friend having to bear with me talking and talking constantly by her ears.

No one should miss the Old Town White Coffee if you are in Ipoh, we went for the white coffee to quench our thirst, I was really really thirsty especially after all the never ending stairs climbing. I scratched slashed (slashed because it was deeper and worst than a scratch) my dad’s car when I was trying to park in a small side alley.

Dinner was just a simple steambot as Plan A somehow didn’t work. I guess its better it doesn’t work as its rather cruel also to go and point out which prawns and fish you want to cook and eat. I can’t bear that thought of me deciding which to kill, I’m no God, so I don’t think I have the right to decide that. So plan B works fine to me.

It was the last night of her stay, that night as we were having fun linking our computers together and transfer files through my wireless LAN. It was silly especially me refuse to talk to her in person and insist on messaging her through MSN. ah well, happy moments always ended soon. Send her off the next day after breakfast and a short tour around Ipoh.

She’s gona leave for US in August, and I will be leavin for Singapore the day after tomorrow. She’s gona head north, I’m heading south. Wondering whether there will still be a possibility for us to meet again as we are both going the opposite way. So gal, wish you all the best in all your future undertakings here first and take care of yourself there. Ohio sounded like Ohayo in Jap. haha… Well, we met in Japan anyway. ;) Gona keep that for some other time…

p/s Why billygal? don’t ask me, I don’t know either… :(


July 8, 2005

Fear of Losing

Posted in [My Life]

10 more days to leaving my beloved house. Don’t feel like leavin as I’ve used to the comfort of my house and I’m afraid it’s going to be difficult for me if they don’t have clean toilets there. ( yes, I’m a sanitary freak) But I’m a good adapter, so I guess I’m gona adapt into it fast. Having the thought of leaving my home and not being able to come back in time if anything bad happened really scares me. A friend of mine who went to Ukraine for study didn’t even get to see her dad for the last time when her dad had a heart attack and passed away. Seeing my parents getting old and yet I’m not being much a help but problem to them really makes me feel guilty. Praying hard that everyone here will be living healthy and prosperously. ( now I sounded like I’m in a Chinese New Year mode )

There used to be alot of birds, different and rare type where we don’t usually get to see around my neighbourhood, but now all of them are gone. It’s really sad seeing this especially there are still people coming here during weekend to capture them. I mean, I miss seeing them chirping happily whenever they want where we will get excited and watch through the binoculars. But now, they are all gone. Wondering whether they will come back or not. Thinking of this even makes me harder to leave home, especially things are gona be different once I’m gone. Maybe certain things or people might not be here anymore, I really can’t bare the sadness thinking of all this. Especially my love ones, how could I ever live without them.

Anyway, I should learn to let go as there will be no longevity and forever (”无常”) in this life. But deep down inside, I know I can’t. I guess I still need alot of meditation and wisdom as I’m still stubborn and not willing to let go of materialistic stuff. I lack of the wisdom to be a wise people as I’m still living the life the way I’m living now even though I know it just won’t work if I go on this way. (”执迷不悟”)

Hopefully one day, and soon enough, I could open up my mind and see for myself the right path that I should take instead of going on with this blurish life. (”浑浑噩噩的生活”)


Flattery Will Take You Nowhere

Posted in [Ramblings], [My Life]

Been handling new comments for the whole morning today. I’ve got 30 new comments and stil counting from different people praising how good and how useful my website is. How flattery uh? But all of them came from similar email address. gosh, spam that come with praises, this is my first time getting it. STUPID SPAM!!!

One thing that I don’t understand is, they don’t have any url to lure anyone to click, so what sort of purpose does those flattering spam serve? anyway, after doing a search, I found out that it might be trying to penetrate into our spam system. I wonder how they managed to penetrate into my spaminator though.
Here are some of the comments
- Keep it up (like I do :-) ) Great site - loved the bit about yourselves.
- I admire you on the willingness to share this info with others - good luck!
- This was a great site. I needed to find something for my Homework and This site helped me out so much! Thanx alot!!!!
- Great Website! It helps me a lot with my tough homework. I’m not so hot in that class :-) Thanks for the hard work, keep it up! ( What does this have to do with the poetry I wrote in mandarin?)
- Lovely. Made my day (which is saying something)
- nice site keep it on ;)

and a whole lot more

Anyway, it has been a good day for me, but the lack of sleep due to a stupid mosquito bothering me last night is giving me quite a problem. Especially my eyes, it’s burning and I could even hardly open it, but I can’t go to sleep, not now.


July 7, 2005

Official Fan Club Here

Posted in [Interest], [Music]

Welcome all of your Peterpan fans, welcome to the fan club of Peter Pan. This page is officially the fan club of peterpan.

This post is actually the most commented post with 44 comments and still counting with at least a comment per day. There are people expressing their luv, their hate towards them, there are also people asking for their emails and photographs even handphone number as if peterpan are gona see this. Some are even worst, saying that we malaysian has no right and what do we know in commenting on peterpan. See it all here >>

It’s just a blog post with a lyric for god sake. I’m shocked with the overwhelming responds from the search engine searching for peterpan. o_O
anyway, since all of you like peterpan so much, here, a photo for all of you peterpan mad fans out there. let us all sing, ” dan mungkin bila nanti, kita kan bertemu lagi…”

Peterpan

Regards,
Founder of the Peterpan fans club ;)


July 6, 2005

Dare To Shoot?

Posted in [Stuff]

Life is always about taking risk, here’s a game I find interesting, I’m sure most of us won’t dare to do this in real life, but here’s an opportunity for you to do so. Maybe some of you have seen this before, so to those who haven’t, here’s your chance… Dare?


Risk

Dare To Take the Risk?

Warning : Do Not Try This At Home


July 4, 2005

光良 - 天堂

Posted in [Interest], [Music]

天堂
光良

牵着你在天空飞翔
这样看世界不一样
有了你在身旁笑的脸庞
世界或许
就这么宽广
忽然就忘记了慌张
人海之中你最明亮
无意间的影响
渐渐扩张
你丰富我生活感想
何必寻找所谓的天堂
原来我因为你
不想再去流浪
情愿平凡
不拥有一切也无妨
有了你在心上
已然是天堂

已经是天堂


July 3, 2005

Shower

Posted in [Ramblings]

Gosh, few days back was really sucky. It’s so sucky that I really don’t know how to put them in words to write it down here.

Wow, a bath can really makes the difference. I was feeling really bad just now, but after taking a shower and I felt much much better. Anyway, I guess the shower cooled off everything, it also cooled off my anger that I wish to blog just now. Going off now, as I still have to work tomorrow, hopefully this is really my last day.

Sad to see my friend leaving for their uni, but I should be happy that everyone is starting a whole new life soon getting new experience. So, good luck and all the best guys!