My friend is complaining that my blog is becoming a sleeping blog especially with the adsense constantly showing irrelevant ads such as sleep cycles, insomnia, powerful sleeping secrets, sleeping wizard and etc as you can see on the left but I don’t think I wanna filter them because this are resulted by the post I wrote on sleeping and I have a individual ad on each post, so if I were to filter it, I won’t get the relevant ad on that particular post right? Anyway, I’m not too sure whether I’m right or wrong.

I guess I do have sleeping problems. I couldn’t sleep whenever it’s night. Mayb my sleeping pattern is all screwed up. and it’s worst when I’m waking up finding myself wasted the whole precious morning. I just can’t afford to live such life with lack of disciplines especially in Uni life. There won’t be mummy there waking me up if I’m late. But usually, I just tapped on my handphone n resume my sleep. Been doing this for the last six months. Anyway, I read an article on Being an Early Riser by Steve Pavlina linked by Jason Kottke. I think it does make sense but will it work? I mean I’ve been waking up at 6 am in the morning everyday in sch days and sleep in varried time but I’ve never failed to not felt sleepy in class. That’s why I hate waking up early. I would end up sleepy. This is really bad because I’m sleeping in between classes alot. (ok, sometimes in class too…)

Steve mentioned in his article that we should sleep only when we felt tired but of course, there will always be a limit where you have to go to bed even when you don’t feel tired. But we must always wake up at a fixed time. I really ought to set a fix time to wake up. 6am would be nice I supposed but can I wake up so early? I mean if I were to wake up at 6 am, and if I needed 6 hours sleep the very least, then I would have to sleep by 12am. That’s so early for a 2am person. I guess I just can’t live with just sleeping less than 6 hours because I’m sure I would be a walkin zombie the next day. My mood would be bad and everything would seems to go wrong. Poor friends will get scolded for no reason, family will get attitude from me.

I’ve read before that a habbit need at least 21days to form. So which is to say if I wanted my habbit to form before July, then I will have to start forming it now. Waking so early is scaring me because I’ve always been a night person for most of my life. Sometimes I would sleep at 4am or 6 am, sometime even worst, I could wake up all night. But all this would need payback, I have to payback my sleeping hours in double or sometimes tripple. This is not helping especially when I needed more time to complete those tasks chasing deadlines. I’m really a disorganized person and i’ve complained enough. I’m currently working on to get rid of my bad habbit and waking up early is one of the thing that I wish to overcome.

Anyway, I must go to bed now as I have to wake up early tomorrow. So, for a start off, 1am is better than 2am right? Sleeping problem is indeed a serious problem.