I’ve always admire the talent of Kid Chan, my ultimate dream is to be able to be a wedding photographer some day. Though what I’m going to pursue is faraway from being a wedding photographer, but I plan to retire young, and soon after I’m financially secured, being a wedding photographer is what I’m going to do.

Anyway, Kid Chan, if you are reading this, give me some guidance how to be like you. What does it takes to be in that career and what do I need as in skills and etc? My father don’t own a photoshop like my best friend does, so hopefully, one day, I could open up a company specialising in wedding stuff. It’s nice to see 2 people tying their knots together. I’ve got it in my head.

Anyway, Kid Chan started his own website with his own domain. Nice one with his best work and stuff about him. Check it out at

http://www.kidchan.com

After seeing referers coming from an unknown link, I found out that kennysia nominated my Ping to PPS the Busted Hustler as one of the Ping of the Year.

Thinkin back bout that post, it really has certainly caused some big waves at the PPS. Hustler got busted by Fakerized and I found out from blogsome main page. Later on tonz of post commenting on whether hustler should or shouldn’t and whether does it matter it’s true or fake showed up at PPS. hustler then say he will stop blogging but he came back after a few days when things kinda subsided. maybe just to let those who send him hate mail know that many people love him… *shrugs* i don’t know… Thanks for nominating me anyway kenny.

anyway, things has passed and now I should focus on my future which is still blur and lost. I somehow didn’t managed to wake up early as I took some heavy medicine to stop the itchiness.

p/s minishorts, I think fakerized’s hustler busted is not a ping at PPS…

It has been a same old weekend with nothing much to talk about. A new week has come and can’t believe it has been 5 months since STPM. Which is to say I actually wasted 5 months time in doing nothing good. When STPM is over, I have so many plans in mind. Wanted to go Gym and gain some muscle at my ab, study back my maths, learn css and xhtml, change my sleeping pattern, get more organized, finish up my toastmaster manual project, reformat my computer, sort out all those photos and files and etc… but somehow, none of what I’ve mentioned above has been done. How great is that! Sometimes I really hate myself for being such a person, I guess now all I have is just 2 months left until I left for NUS if I’m going. So, I really have to do something at least. Been sleeping too much which I think is unnecessary.

Went for Badminton today at Ipoh stadium. My car got knocked by a stupid motorcyclist who actually turn into the same alley as I am at the same time when I’m turning and yet he dares to call me ‘Gila’. Sucker… But to avoid unnecessary problem, I just waved him sorry so that he will LEAVE and stop ridding side by side with my car. Only thing I felt sorry for him is his leg must hurt alot. Too bad I shouldn’t have feel sorry for him as soon as he left, he actually went against the traffic flow just to get to some hawker stalls.

Went to JJ for lunch at Kenny Rodgers and for a walk after the badminton session. Saw an Adidas bag and a Nike shoe bag which cost RM 99 and RM 45. Kinda expensive but felt like getting one of those. Maybe I will get myself those bags since I’m working now and just as a reward to myself. I’ve never bought anything using my own money as usually I won’t have extra money left. Not that I’m a spendthrift but usually I don’t take extra money for savings. I will just take enough money for my usage. More so I’ve got my last month salary rm 500, so I guess I can afford to get those bags. But I’m just afraid that it won’t be much useful to me, as I have habits wanting to buy stuff that I don’t need. Like the pill box I saw today, I always wanted to get one, I don’t know what I wanted it for as I don’t take any vitamins, but I just want to get one. Anyway, thank god I managed to control myself not getting one.

Anyway, hopefully from today onwards, I’m gona change. Since a habit needs at least 21days to form, so I guess it’s about time to start. Dinner time…

Tired and sleepy…

Boring and scared…

someone just told me that Computing is a tough course to study… worth taking that shot? I guess so, as this has been what I wanted to do all along…

How could i sleep in such condition?

Happy 20th Birthday to my best friend Peat Kwan

Wish you all the best in your future undertakings…

I’ve got a call from one of my Lion saying that I passed my Leo Proficiency Test and I’m required to attend the Leo Forum on 28th May 2005 to receive my award. It’s a big thing getting this award, sort of like you have the highest honour in Leo, but I have to skip work to go to Penang just to get that award. Hopefully I can make it.

At first I wanted to stay in the Sheares Hall which sounded too good to be true, but I guess it’s impossible now. Sheares hall is not the nearest to my faculty, somehow I created this wrong impression that it is as it is too beautiful. The nearest hall to my faculty is actually King Edward VII. So I’m going to stay in a double room in King Edward VII. Just send in my application for the hostel and now I guess I’m mostly done with my NUS thingy.

Anyway, tomorrow is my working day. Hopefully, tomorrow’s business is as good as last week. Better hit the sack now…

Blogsome is down for almost 30 hours and finally it’s back…

I’m still undecided but my heart is very much tempted to do Computing. I guess I really have more passion in Computing. I’m even enthusiast to redo my maths so that i could cope much easier.

I’m looking for a Hall too. Seems like Sheares Hall is the best and the nearest to me, but it’s in single room only. Anyway, I shall decide that later.

Heading to bed now, have to re-tune my haywired sleeping patterns. Good night…

Torn apart again with the decision to go for NUS’s computing course or stay for local…

Now I’m not even sure about myself wanting or able to do the computing course. I suddenly have no clue what is programming all about other than coding…

i wonder what is wrong with me, my whole body is itchy again even though after the Pityriasis Rosea thingy. urgh!!!

情画
周杰伦

画上的油彩早已被风干
该怎么来完成我不明白
记忆的图案放在旧货摊
我担心会有谁懂的疼爱

雪白的礼服挂在那等待
淡淡的灰朦有一丝悲哀
教堂门已开而你却不在
玫瑰步道看不到末端

我孤单我不安
思绪被封住了口
黑夜却还是不罢手
强颜欢笑背后
在暗淡中摸索
我祈祷只愿你听得到
从分开到现在
我过的我在习惯
伤痛却依然在扩散
时间不听使唤
为回忆上了锁
这段情我已放不开

雪白的礼服挂在那等待
淡淡的灰朦有一丝悲哀
教堂门已开而你却不在
玫瑰步道看不到末端

我孤单我不安
思绪被封住了口
黑夜却还是不罢手
强颜欢笑背後
在暗淡中摸索
我祈祷只愿你听得到
从分开到现在
我过的我在习惯
伤痛却依然在扩散
时间不听使唤
为回忆上了锁
这段情我已放不开
这段情我放不开

6th Project for Toastmaster - Work With Words

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I’m actually sick. Having fever and my whole body is hot but I’m feeling cold even with just the fan on. I think I’ve not been sick since the year 1997 if I’m not wrong. Felt like throwing up and my head is heavy. I guess it’s because of the stupid aircond at my work place. There goes my speech which I’m supposed to write and present tomorrow. Great! Have to head to bed now cause I’m so sick that I’m actually afraid that I will no longer wake up once I sleep. Pray hard that I would still be alive tomorrow.

2 computers were sold today, wow!

p/s I just found out that Procrastination is actually a mental problem