May 16, 2005

Wasted

Posted in [Ramblings], [My Life]

It has been a same old weekend with nothing much to talk about. A new week has come and can’t believe it has been 5 months since STPM. Which is to say I actually wasted 5 months time in doing nothing good. When STPM is over, I have so many plans in mind. Wanted to go Gym and gain some muscle at my ab, study back my maths, learn css and xhtml, change my sleeping pattern, get more organized, finish up my toastmaster manual project, reformat my computer, sort out all those photos and files and etc… but somehow, none of what I’ve mentioned above has been done. How great is that! Sometimes I really hate myself for being such a person, I guess now all I have is just 2 months left until I left for NUS if I’m going. So, I really have to do something at least. Been sleeping too much which I think is unnecessary.

Went for Badminton today at Ipoh stadium. My car got knocked by a stupid motorcyclist who actually turn into the same alley as I am at the same time when I’m turning and yet he dares to call me ‘Gila’. Sucker… But to avoid unnecessary problem, I just waved him sorry so that he will LEAVE and stop ridding side by side with my car. Only thing I felt sorry for him is his leg must hurt alot. Too bad I shouldn’t have feel sorry for him as soon as he left, he actually went against the traffic flow just to get to some hawker stalls.

Went to JJ for lunch at Kenny Rodgers and for a walk after the badminton session. Saw an Adidas bag and a Nike shoe bag which cost RM 99 and RM 45. Kinda expensive but felt like getting one of those. Maybe I will get myself those bags since I’m working now and just as a reward to myself. I’ve never bought anything using my own money as usually I won’t have extra money left. Not that I’m a spendthrift but usually I don’t take extra money for savings. I will just take enough money for my usage. More so I’ve got my last month salary rm 500, so I guess I can afford to get those bags. But I’m just afraid that it won’t be much useful to me, as I have habits wanting to buy stuff that I don’t need. Like the pill box I saw today, I always wanted to get one, I don’t know what I wanted it for as I don’t take any vitamins, but I just want to get one. Anyway, thank god I managed to control myself not getting one.

Anyway, hopefully from today onwards, I’m gona change. Since a habit needs at least 21days to form, so I guess it’s about time to start. Dinner time…