after a whole night of brain squeezing thinking about myself, i finally realized something is indeed very wrong with me. i have nothing good in skills nor expertise. yes, from younger days until now, i have nothing good in me. i wish to be good in so many things but however i failed in almost everything. when i’m much younger, i wish to be a very smart person so i’m quite well read, i did became a very smart person but the knowledge stops there when i stop learning new stuff. which is to say, i might have the knowledge of at least 15 years old when i’m 10 years old. so the 15 years old knowledge did managed to help me get thru the next 5 years rather easily. however, now things are starting to get slow as i noticed that there’s an inadequate knowledge in me.

i’ve always wanted to learn the guitar, so finally i got a guitar teacher, after 3 months of learning, i still very much sucks at playing the guitar. for your record, i couldn’t even play a complete song up to today after learning more than 10+ songs. y? LACK of PRACTICE!

there i was again, wanting to learn CSS. however, i still basically have zero knowledge on it.

then photography came along, hopefully this one won’t screw up as bad as those mentioned above. but im just not good enough.

everything i do just won’t last long, i’m really sick of being not good enough…