March 31, 2005

Will to Live

Posted in [Opinions]

Should we put the fate of someone’s life in our own hands or god’s hand? i guess this argument will go no end in Terri Schiavo case.

Terri Schiavo was diagonosed in a Persistent Vegetative State (PVS) by 6 different court-appointed physicians after suffering from a severe brain damage due to lack of oxygen while waiting for the paramedic to arrive. She was having a cardiac arrest due to bulimia which she drank liquid only to maintain her weight .

On March 18, 2005, her gastric feeding tube has been removed on court order to mark an end to the endless suffering of Terri. “as requested by Terri not wanting to be kept artificially”insisted by her husband, Michael Schiavo. She’s expected to leave us within March 27 till Apr 1. Her parents are still filing a court appeal to reinsert the gastric feeding tube back to her daughter.

however, according to MedPagetoday, Terri Schiavo will not feel any pain anymore stated in this article.

Pain, as well as suffering, requires consciousness, which is lacking in a person in a persistent vegetative state, says Dr. De Georgia. “Certainly these patients don’t suffer,” he adds. “Suffering is really that whole emotional aspect of pain: fear, anxiety, panic surrounding pain. You have to have consciousness to experience these emotions. So just as a person in a persistent vegetative state can’t experience pain because of a lack of consciousness, they also don’t suffer.”

since no suffering is involved, i guess what matters now is her will to live on. Today is the 13th day she strive to live without her tube. perhaps the court couldn’t know that whether Terri still have the will to live on anymore or not on the day they removed her tube. but it’s already 13 days, can’t they figure it out that she’s still struggling to live on her life, or even maybe to recover? i mean if she has lost her will to live (as in she doesn’t want to be kept artificially) i guess she would b gone by now. but she’s still alive.

i’ve heard a story on will power sometime ago. a men was being captured as the POW. he was being blindfolded and was threatened by those soldier that he will be cut at his wrist using a sharp knife and his blood will dripped drop by drop until he dies. however, they didn’t do anything at all to him other than using a sharp tools to scratch on his wrist and hang a bag of water around his wrist. the waterbag dripped… drop by drop. the man thought that it was his blood that is dripping. at someday, he died because he thought that it is about time for him to die since his blood has dripped off. he lost the will to live so he died thinkin that he has dried of blood.

you can see how powerful is someone’s will to live. i guess all we could do is to pray hard that Terri could live through even after 1st of april and hopefully this is enough to prove that she wants to live on her life and no one has the right to take her life in his or her hand. hopefully, God will let her live on her will or if things are not going the way it should be, then please take her with Him to a better place. i’m a buddhist. So as the buddhist saying goes, if a person died early, it marks the end of his cycle for this life and he could move on to his next life or either go to a place where there will be no suffer, no pain, no happy, no sadness, no love, no hate,no anything, no nothing…… and we shall not be sad, we should be happy for him instead.


March 30, 2005

瓦解

Posted in [Interest], [Music]

瓦解
作詞:彈頭 作曲:周杰倫

說著笑著的午後 鐘聲一直在停留
風聲靜靜躺著在誘惑
我一個人在角落 沒有妳陪伴的我
連寂寞都笑我太墮落

廣場旁邊的煙囪 煙霧瀰漫你面容
我悄悄背頌妳的溫柔 喝著加溫後的啤酒
這樣唯美的鏡頭 是否只存在故事之中

在你的身後 時間把過去都帶走
時間把鏡頭帶走不假思索 回憶不放手
好想再跟妳牽著手 牽著妳給我的溫柔
哭過以後眼淚還是不停的流

在妳的身後 時間把畫面都帶走
時間把鏡頭帶走不假思索 回憶不放手
好想再跟妳牽著手 牽著曾有過的溫柔
哭過之後眼淚還是不停的流

遇見彩虹 遇下過之後 街角出現彩虹
淚流乾之後 彩虹


Got a Job

Posted in [Ramblings]

I’ve got a job and i’ve got my Probation driving licence changed to the Competent driving license. Gona start work this Saturday and all the other week end. Itz a good pay i supposed. RM 9 per hour, hard to find job at such rate over here and the best of all, i only have to work on weekend.

Now the only problem for me would be a pair of jeans as i don’t have any jeans in my closet.

p/s check out some of this new tactics used to rape and take precaution please - New Rape Case Tactic - Another Rape Tactic

also worth checking is a blog about a young girl whom everyone loves named Raeven


March 29, 2005

Wordpress 1.51

Posted in [Site News]

Finally, Wordpress 1.5.1 has been up here at blogsome. Check out some of the new features i found here.

  • Recent Comments Plugin came together with the package, so bye bye Recent Comments using Feed2JS. To add it into your blog, add this line to your side bar
    {getrecentcomments quantity=’5′, length=’7′}
  • Click counter plugins
  • new page management locations
  • dashboard with current blog stats
  • upload with capacity limit ( however i just couldn’t seem to go to the upload function anymore and i still have half of the capacity permitted which is approximately 2gigs)
  • upload different file with extensions other than jpg
  • Spaminator
  • enable my-hacks.php

i’m excited as you can enable my-hacks. This is nice. will venture into it more. did i left out any?

*update i juts found out i dun get 2 gigs and itz 1mb which i exceeded hell twice of it


Raised to 8.7 Magnitude

Posted in [Ramblings]

USGS has raised the earthquake magnitude from 8.2 to 8.7. it is getting close to last time’s earthquake. No major tsunami has been detected.

good night.

p/s the high time of tsunami is believed to have passed and a big tsunami is not likely to happend said Pacific Tsunami Warning Center


Malaysia Meteorological Service

Posted in [Ramblings]

i’ve been reading almost everywhere. CNN, BBC, USGS, Japan Meteorological Agency and even The Star. everywhere there’s update except for our own MMS. check out the recent quake felt, it was dated at 5th of Feb 2005.

Screenshots clock shows 2.23am at them moment i captured it.

how could they provide us the public with the information as stated in the objectives when there’s no live update at all at that page? worst of all is, that site couldnt be view in firefox.

btw, i heard no reports from the radio. CNN reported that there might be Tsunamis happening. Beware. Msia Police issued their alerts too.


8.5 magnitude

Posted in [Ramblings]

wow, i’m really amazed. blogger’s really travel alot faster than news or any other medium. at 12.15 am or so, syen and i felt a quake. and within minutes, everyone has come up with their blog at PPS. there are still tremor *edit alot of tremor, said syen. i salute all the bloggers. i guess this is what they called Blogger Power.

Called my fren at kl to make sure she’s fine. CNN has come up with the tsunami alert. So, for those who stayed by the beach area, do evacuate and stay away from coastal area. Praying hard for those stayin at the coastal area. Don’t wish to see the Dec26 Tsunami Tragedy happening again.

p/s Japan’s Meteorological Agency measured the quake at 8.5 magnitude


Earthquake

Posted in [Ramblings]

my fren, syen alerted me bout an earthquake happened half an hour ago at around 12.15am. check out the convo…

^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ = Me
(w), earthquake!!! my table was rocking, dogs were barking = syen

^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
he got into a chinese blog
(w) says:
OMG!!!! warthquake!!!!!
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
so all those characters mah appeared ??????
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
uh?
(w) says:
dogs barking…..!!!
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
earthquake?
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
really?
(w) says:
my table rocking!
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
here nothng wor
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
got a bit ler
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
i feel also
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
wait
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
must tell my parents
(w) says:
maid’s bed rocking
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
so serious meh
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
here a bit only
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
da monitor movin
earthquake!!! my table was rocking, dogs were barking says:
abit..still rocking lor
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
then go down
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
da dangling lights movin lor
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
like tat only
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
not really keng one lar
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
no dogs barkin
earthquake!!! my table was rocking, dogs were barking says:
enuff lar..msia not in d e/quake area
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
hmm…
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
scared
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
tot bout tsunami
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
now i’m scared
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
sigh
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
fuck
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
how to sleep alone?
earthquake!!! my table was rocking, dogs were barking says:
it’s still happening for me lor..let’s see…cos i still hav time to type earthquake to U!
^£øVë Ñïrvâñä^ says:
darn

i later on went to the USGS website and found out there’s a 8.2 magnitude happened at Sumatra USGS report

A great earthquake occurred at 16:09:37 (UTC) on Monday, March 28, 2005. The magnitude 8.2 event has been located in NORTHERN SUMATRA, INDONESIA. (This event has been reviewed by a seismologist.)

check out the Screenshots

then i went to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia Speciaty Report in Earquake at myforecast it shows the same thing as well either.

Check out the screenshots

anyway, i got a panic attack and i saw my monitor is really moving. when i got down, i saw the dangling lights moving too. but just a mild one. not as serious as syen’s experience. never thought there’s quake in Ipoh which is surrounded by mountain too.


March 28, 2005

Blog Fixed

Posted in [Site News]

Finally i fixed the problem in my blog when viewing in IE. My blog is now IE friendly and other browsers friendly instead of just Firefox. i adjusted my trackback URI as a link now, so if you wanted to send me a trackback, do copy the shortcut through it as it is bothering my page layout especially in IE browswer. Anyway, i thought most of the people now use Firefox instead of IE.

Also fixed was the sidebar to make the blog column wider and those pictures posted that is oversized. i’m now finally happy bout my blog and i’m not gona change the layout anymore for the time being.

Getting late, wanted to go back to my OC series.

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March 27, 2005

It’s good to get back what you lost

Posted in [Ramblings], [Interest], [Techno]

was out to send the few final applications today. finally everything is almost settled as i only left one more applications without photos. so after the photo processing, i guess everything is done.

i’m xtra thrilled, in seven heaven, in cloud nine and all the other description that could describe how happy i am. well, years ago i lost my 7digit icq num due to some stupid russian asshole kid nicnamed Xaked hacked my account. well, it was really precious to me as it was my first icq number and it was full with my frenz list. but most important is it is 7 digits unlike the one i’m having now 11 digits. i’ve always wanted my number back. i did so many things like begging that guy to gif it back to me and stuff. at last i found that i have to enter an email address that i registered with as i was registered before the year 1998. however i no longer use that email address anymore and i could no longer access to that email address. i tried to re-register the email address but i just can’t seemed to make it work as it says the email address has been chosen by someone else. though it doesnt really matter whether i got back nowadays as nobody seems to use ICQ anymore unless MSN is down. but i guess itz nostalgic and i’m really fucked up with those unconsiderate people.

but tonight, i dunno why, but i suddenly remembered that i wanted to try again to get it back after 2 years, so i tried to re-apply the email address of mine and boom, i got it. gosh, i immediately requested for my password and it worked. i’ve got back my 7digits icq. so i’m more than thrill now. ah well, finally something that can make me happier. so if u happen to still use icq, drop me a line. i wonder why no one use icq anymore. i guess nobody wanna seek nobody anymore.

tired… good nite ;)

i’ve always have a thing with flip clock
this is cool - the 1745 Flip Clock

1745 Flip Clock
1745 Flip Clock

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