Mood : Sweating like hell
Chillin with David Tao’s Season of Loneliness
sigh… y do i start dis with a sigh? cuz today is as boring as all the days before. stomach grumbling gosh, im hungry but i can’t eat anything. everyday im on and off, and i dun even know why im here. life is really miserable havin to live by such a way. well, my fingers hurt actually. y? ohh, becoz i have to practice my guitar which i sux big time. hopefully i will play better soon. my mentor was supposed to come today but he din make it, so it was being postponed to tomorrow morning. So, i have to wake up earlier n miss the Naomi drama which i watched everyday. sigh
everyone’s gone, either asleep or ignoring me. i dunno. i watched 4th episode of Initial D anime which i downloaded. da download rate is so slow and itz taking me forever. luckily yeoh have all the copy of it (yup from stage one right till the most current one) and he’s gona lend it to me when he comes back for CNY, yuppie!!! well, really hope i can earn some money but i guess itz kinda impossible now coz I CANT SEEM TO FIND A JOB!!! darn… but itz kinda difficult for me since i’ve commited myself in da guitar lesson n beeing a devoted driver to my lil bro. U know what, i actually wake up everyday early in da morning just to send him to school. but i drive fast, yup, really fast. 15 mins reach there n come back 15 mins. so just half an hour. so when u drive early in the morning, u see a mad driver drivin like crazy, just forgive me k? haha. usually i take around 30 mins to reach his school, so u can imagine how fast i drive, but of coz with da help of my Dad’s Toyota.
anyway, back to my money issues. i guess itz really tough ler without money. i need money! wondering when can i get a Irony Chrono. but im thinkin again, with all the theft cases i heard happening in da Uni, izzit really safe for me to bring anything there. really, i’ve heard too many, sometimes i dunno y they can steal other’s possesion. i mean itz not yours, and u never know how much hardship a person have to go thru in order to get that. but yet, what they fucking care? they just go n rape other’s ppl’s possesion n claim is theirs. shame on you!
Sometimes i wish i cant get into da Local Uni, but sometimes i wish i could. I wish for the former coz if i get into da Local Uni, it won’t be what i wanted to study. and da latter is becoz all my good frenz r in da Local Uni, hope to be there with them. At least u r not walking alone rite? Anyway, i still dunno which way i want yet. Hopefully da confusion can be solved as soon as possible.
gosh, can’t believe itz already so late. i still have to mop da floor… signin off rite now…
