Mood : Heartache Listenin to Ryan Cabrera - True
A new year has crept in silently while there are still millions of people suffering from the Earthquake and Tsunamis which claimed millions of life and still counting. Seeing how helpless a human can be i sometimes wonder whether does the mighty one do exists out there. i questioned myself bout da Law of Karma. i mean y does it involves so many ppl. but i guess wat my mum said make sense. anyway, im not here to tok bout dis.
I’m in Penang when da Tsunamis happened. we were lucky cuz we din get to book da hotel one day earlier or else we would b on da beach at that moment. we were lucky we started our journey late either cuz or else we will b havin our meal at gurney drive. everywhere was mud. But itz not scary. Wat really scares me is wat i saw over CNN. seeing how ppl cried hysterically for losing their love ones really hurts me deep down inside. Though ego human always said tat they could even win da god, but they looked so tiny and weak when da waves swept all of them away n the others cant do anything other than watching them being swept away. Bloated bodies floating all over da place and from wat i read da smells of da death is so strong tat it actually penetrates ur nose. i have dis thinkin of goin on volunteering but da one thing i will haf prob wif is hygiene prob. i dun even mind bout getting to eat or not. well, i dunno. I’m thinkin of workin n get some money for donation.
Just send my YE from Japan to KL on da 2nd for a Youth Camp in Genting Highlands. Shun Ito’s his name. He’s really nice and funny compared to da last YE i hosted 3 years ago. Been bringin him around Ipoh like a tourist guide n driver. Even drove to Bkt Merah n Taiping. Not to forget showed him da culture of our stupid traffic police in cheatin ppl into payin money. gona b goin down again on da 5th for Farewell and 8th to send him back to Jap at da airport. I’m thinkin of furtherin my studies in Jap. i dunno y but i’ve always haf a thing wif Jap. when im small, my aunt alwayz tell me tat im being picked up from Japan. (of cuz tatz not true) n then i get to go to Jap during my exchange. I’m totally fine wif da food over there. i guess itz an alternative i could consider if i dun get to go into a Local Uni. but still, i couldnt let go of someone.
i guess itz getting late and i should b goin to bed as i haf to drive to kl again…
to be continued…
